So I realized that the reason I'm so bitter and sour all week is because I'm not getting what I want. What is it that I want? Freedom? Love? Friends? I don't know, I guess all of it.
I know I want
- new friends
- to lose my virginity
- to finally get a job
- to get my g1, finally
- to leave canada and not come back for a year
There's a lot of things that I want. One of them is the easiest, and that would be to lose my virginity, too bad I'm not easy... I'm not easy at all. At this rate it looks like I'm lose my virginity to my future fiance. I plan on getting my g1 tomorrow and then to go for bubble tea with Allen and Alice, I want it all to work out. Making new friends... that would be hard considering the people I'm usually with don't want me interacting with anybody but them (how lovely). But it's good that I'm finally seeing Masha on saturday, we're going for sushi, then to buy some makeup and necessities, then to
FINALLY watch
Project X. I'm really fucking excited. While we're going to be at the mall, I'm planning on daring myself to talk to hot strangers and ask them to dare me things for my truth or dare video that's coming up soon.
In regards to the other things on my list, I don't want to think about that right now.
I want to make a new hair tutorial, and many makeup tutorials during the break, it'll make me feel really good to have done something remotely useful (homework and projects
do not count).
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